Meaning of "John Orr The Arsonist" by And Then There Were None

The lyrics of "John Orr The Arsonist" paint a picture of someone engaging in destructive behavior, either literally by setting fires or metaphorically by causing chaos and harm in their relationships or surroundings. The individual seems to be grappling with guilt and regret for their actions, expressing a desire to change and make things right. However, the lyrics also reflect a deep sense of self-centeredness and a lack of empathy for the consequences of their actions. The lines "Taking chances or just breathing in vain, The four lives lost at cost were Twenty times less worth your name" highlight the disregard for the lives affected by their behavior. The repeated references to wanting to take back life or wanting one's life back indicate a longing for redemption or a fresh start, but the recognition that the damage done cannot be easily undone. The closing lines seem to hint at a realization that, despite any attempt to make things right, the harm caused by one's actions cannot be erased, and the scars left behind are not easily healed.