Meaning of "Always Getting What You Want" by Circa Survive

The lyrics of "Always Getting What You Want" delve into the internal struggles of feeling confined by societal boundaries and the pressure to conform. The mention of "borders that we say are policing you back to their arms" suggests that there are societal expectations and limitations that force individuals to conform to certain norms. This can create a sense of tension and discomfort, leading to the desire to escape through substances or other means of numbing the emotions. The line "Do you often look back on us feeling confidently, would it make any difference if I wasn't late" hints at the longing for validation and approval from others, questioning whether their presence or absence would truly make a difference. The frustration of not being able to express one's true emotions is further explored in the lines "Or I've been too angry to show, the sovereign statements wrong, it's a bylaw and a value you want to honor hopeful thoughts, it's the talent, not the promotion." Here, the songwriter questions the value society places on outward appearance and promotion rather than the internal talent and genuine thoughts. The repetition of "story had shown, you all felt alone" suggests a shared experience of feeling isolated and misunderstood. However, the song also offers a glimmer of hope and growth, with the lines "even if you've been so close you're not alone anymore, still we grow." This indicates that despite the struggles and feelings of isolation, there is the potential for personal growth and connection with others. The closing line, "it reminds me of the sound you always used to make," implies a longing for the authenticity and vulnerability that was once present in a relationship or within oneself.