Meaning of "Circles" by Hollywood Undead

The lyrics of "Circles" delve into the depths of despair and the struggle to find meaning and purpose in life. The protagonist is caught in a cycle of running in circles, hurting themselves in an attempt to find their purpose. They feel that everything in their life is worthless and they don't deserve happiness or love. However, the one they love is the exception. To them, this person is perfect, their reason for living. The protagonist sees themselves writing on paper, praying for a savior and wishing to save their loved one. They express their frustration with a world that lacks meaning and compassion. They question how they ended up in this state and reminisce about the love that was once brought into their life. The protagonist feels as though they are killing themselves both physically and emotionally and longs for redemption and salvation. They would give anything to have eternity with their loved one as it gives them a sense of assurance and purpose. The protagonist regrets the day they walked away, but their memories of their loved one's sad eyes and the darkness that replaced the once-blue skies haunt them. They are exhausted from the pain and fights and depend on their loved one's presence to breathe, bleed, and exist. The song concludes with a sense of longing for better times, and although it's hard to believe, the protagonist clings to the hope that everything will be okay, despite the self-destructive tendencies that have plagued them.