Meaning of "Brownish Spider" by MewithoutYou

The lyrics in "Brownish Spider" delve into the internal struggle of the speaker as they grapple with unfulfilled desires and a sense of disillusionment. The imagery of a brownish spider and leaf serves as a metaphor for the transient and unsatisfactory nature of human desires. The speaker reflects on the cyclical nature of desire, questioning what they seek in others and what is sought from them in return. Ultimately, the repetition of "No more spider, no more leaf, no more me, no more belief" suggests a turning point where the speaker lets go of their attachments and beliefs, embracing a sense of liberation from the endless cycle of unattainable desires and disillusionment.