Meaning of "Cuts Across the Land" by The Duke Spirit

The song seems to describe a situation where the protagonist is caught in a cycle of unhealthy behavior or thoughts that they know are real and impactful but can't seem to break free from. The repetition of phrases like "I will do it like we know it's real" and "I can spend it like I know it's real" suggests a sense of resignation or acceptance of this reality. The idea of "big cuts across the land" could symbolize the destructive nature of these actions and the consequences they bring. Despite acknowledging the negative impact, the protagonist seems unable to completely detach and is always near the source of these issues. The repeated line "it might suck you in, but not if you're always near then it won't" could imply that understanding the problem is not the same as being able to avoid it, leading to a sense of being trapped or unable to escape. Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of being stuck in a difficult situation, aware of its effects, but unable to fully break free.